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2004-01-03 - 5:42 p.m.

::yawns:: you know I probably should have updated on important days...such as when school got or when I went to the feild trip...SO YOU GET ONE GIANT UPDATE OF SPECIAL PRICE 9.99$, YESSUH...sorry...

Field Trip (<-Labelly thingy for days of importance)

Ok so I went on that field trip to like gainsville, all in all it was an ok trip...mainly cause I wasnt in school you see cause like it was mostly the long drive. Ok, like, we drove up (which I slept through for the mass amount of time I didnt sleep the night before and such, which was also when I caused my mother lots of grieve because I didnt call and I was at a friends house until 1 A.M. having a jolly time). So then it was listen to music, talk, stop and eat, talk, sleep, get to hotel. Then I found we got to eat but then it was all icky except for the lemon cake which wasnt all that bad (not the best but not the worst either). So like then we got a presentation which took forever and informed us of very litte. This was followed by the yelling at the children for not being perfectly still during previous presentation (which I had a part in cause I was giggling and people at my table were putting crap in my water, which the lady of yelling specified as something not to be done). Then we went to our rooms where everyone ran around cause we were allowed to for two hours and I went to a peoples room and we pillow fighted. Then it was back to my room where we showered (not collectively cause...well, actually, maybe one would have enjoyable to do it with but thats only that one -_-not that I still like him emotionally but sexually, that kind wont end anytime soon) So then we watched tv, a comment was made that nearly made someone die but later was found to mean nothing. Then we stayed up cause of annoying middle of the night to early morning phone calls for mr. pimp of my room. And then....we slept and went to gainsville. We walked around the campus and such and met some engineer teachers (the first being oh so boring it nearly killed me *.*) and then the second who was fun though she seamed a little...light headed (in the brainless way). THen we got on the bus and went home, where I slept until I woke up and went and watched dvd's on a friends laptop. Thus was the end of the trip.

End of school and week prior

What a week that was, deadly is the one word to describe it, why do teachers believe that vacation means stack loads of work on children. THATS NOT WHAT IT MEANS. It means the opposite and yet all of our teachers did it, it was like oh look, children who want to go away....TORMENT THEM!!! SO it was all work and no play makes Johnny a bad boy. Then the hell ended with many homework assignments (all of which I havent started and did start until I realized I had to do this). So then there was happiness cause we were getting out and good old friends who had moved away were visiting, and this lasted until I realized that everyone who would have visited me was basically leaving anyways and then I was like p00t. Then I began to download video games...it still hasnt ended, I have so many now...Im sure Ill get arrested one day...but eh, who cares. So like yeah, that was basically it.

Days of Happy ness ness (Christmas for some, like me [note that the religion is forced upon me!!!] )

So then christmas came or at least the weekend before and I was happy cause I would finally be able to update my computer again and was happy go lucky at the computer show and then my mom called and told me she got me a snake which made it so I got no video games or computer parts. It was a little upsetting cause I really really really was looking forward to the computer and doubted I would get the snake but the snake was exciting and wonderous and I was happy that I got her. I named her Sarpa which, according to the hindu friend of mine, means something like slithering creature in san skrit. I thought it was nice. So then christmas came and I got tons of money from family as directed by my parents so I could still get the computer from my earnings. Im at 270 (need like 350) and thats with birthday money and gift cards that I dont want that my parental unit will be paying for. Thats good enough to actually go without the video card but that is what Im going after and the reason for my updating. But whatever. SO then I got some pajama pants and a video games which was good enough for me (I beat that game by the nexr day). Thats pretty much it, it was happy and joyful and when I grow up this holiday is soooo dead.

New Year Time period

If you lay down at exactly 12 on new years eve, would you not be in 2 different years at the same time, though maybe only for a split second. Yeah, new years was a drag for me. Like, I sat home and played video games then it struck 12 and I went out and said happy new years to my family, discovered I was hungry and then realized there was no food in the house. My mom then gave me money for pizza at 12 oclock. I dont know many that are open that late and since no one could drive there was no way to get it. So then my dad comes along and offers to drive and we realize he isnt drunk because he didnt drink and then we go to one of the scary dinner places where you think some type of food made be rotting on your menu...or its some type of like animal, one of the two but the food was still good or whatever. Then the next day it was all over and I still didnt feel any different from the year before, made no new years resolutions and also realized that this year would suck just as much (if not more) than the last. I also got depressed during both holidays because I had no one to love, and I dont mean the love of friends or love of family, I mean love of someone special to your dear sweet heart (which will end in breaking anyways but still). I also discovered that had I gone to celebrate with a friend (which my mom would never let me do) I would have been at this kids house who would have gladly let me give him head or, if I was lucky, ride me like a bizatch...that was discriptive, oh well.

Friends arrival (present day)

So yeah that friend that came from far away stay is staying here now until tommorrow which is when he departs. I will be the last to see him off. He cut his hair, its special cause now he looks authentic asian (he shaved the sides so its on long strip of hair all the way back but two bangs go either way when he pony tails it so it looks all asiany from the animes...which are japanese but still). It was good seeing him again though he said he probably wont come back ever again which means there will probably be a loss of touch which saddens me cause hes cool and all but there will still be online as long as niether of us changes s/ns and if we do we tell the other, I mean, not as good as a closer friendship but better than nothing. Ive noticed my attaching behavior causes me to not like to lose friends, oh well.

Well, thats about it for my big super mondo update, I could have added more like the funderfulness of my new computerr games that I downloaded but oh well I wont cause that would be really dorky, more so than the actual downloading of it. So yeah thats about it...

 

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