Hes trying to drive me away, hes trying to get me over him, why would he do this do my delicate heart, why is everyone trying to do this, it doesnt help, the only thing it does is drive me insane....So I find myself once again insane and alone with the world against me, I only wish I could feel that joy again, that joy of being in love, he brought so much to my life, a smile to my face, a warmth to my heart, I loved everything about him, even the repulsive behaviors such as leaving the toliet seat up or not cleaning up after himself, when he did it, I loved to fix it after him. But now its gone, the warmth, the smile, and now the fact that Id fallen in deep,mad, passionate love with him matters no more....its like Ive forgotten, everything Ive done is no more, from the support I tried to give during his suicidal stage to the pleasure (or supposid pleasure) I gave him that day, all of them, its like they've gone forever and I cant stand that thought...