The Pillow-One Life

Aoi karashi no hanabira ga Kaze mo naku yurete 'tara
Boku no tameiki no sei de Oboete 'nai kedo kitto sou sa

Nichijou no yami ni kurumari Jiyuu ni shibarete
Kimi to yume wo mita mabushisa de Jibun no kao matomo ni nozokenaku natta

Yogoreta boku no kagami de Utsuseru tatta hitotsu no
Nisemono ja nai hikari Kimi wa boku no hikari

Nejireta yoroi wo nuide Tabi ni deta kagyuu
Ame ni sono mi wo utarete Suriheru kedo modoranai ze

Machi-iro no shinkirou kara Mata hakidasareta
Yappari bukabuka no tsumasaki ga Jama da kara yotte gomakashitai kedo

Donna kutsu wo haite 'te mo Arukeba boku no ashiato
Tachitomareba sore made Boku ga owaru shirushi

Aoi karashi no hanabira ga Kaze mo naku yurete 'tara
Boku no tameiki no sei de Oboete 'nai kedo kitto sou sa

Sarenai sono kioku wa Itsu ka nakushite shimau darou
Katachi wa nokoranakute mo Kimi wa boku no hikari

Yogoreta boku no kagami de Utsuseru tatta hitotsu no
Nisemono ja nai hikari Kimi wa boku no hikari

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Im not telling you what that means...um, recap of life is as follows:

work, work some more, sleep, masturbate, get depressed, be semi happy, find some other reason to be depressed, talk to other depressed friends, friend1 goes to hospital, friend2 wants death, get more depressed, feel like losing best friend, get extremely depressed, talk to said friend, get better, work: end of past few weeks.

....wow, my life is so joyful, on a happy note, does it seam like the world is going to pieces and shit and day by day everyone is dying, thats right, humanity is going to the pits and no one is going to stop it, doesnt that sound like fun....ohh the joys of being alive, and look, I get to go back to school so I can learn what life will be like forever, scheduled, day after day same shit, forever, minor alterations in between, fun fun for everyone, and to top that, I just realized that any one of my friends could forget about me during college/post-highschool-years, someone help me...