Hello again, I should probably update. So, one, my sister got kicked out, probably for the last time. My dad got kicked out 2 days before but came back for emotional support of my mom because of my sister. I was there for my mom too. My sister is stupid, end of story. So then yesterday I went to Boomers and thats about it...I beat the simpsons arcade game, something I wanted to do before I died. Um, today I went ice skating with my family, it was fun until about the time when I fell and then my sister annoyingly continued to point, laugh, and put it as much in my face as possible. That last one annoyed me the most, I mean, its all fun to point and laugh but you dont have to get in someones face to do it. Then she chased me and attempted to push me at which time I throw her to the ice. Then it was all my fault and my time was ruined and we left. This is probably not the most important part of my life.

Moving on to a more serious idea, and the reason I updated. It seams I have a problem. It seams that my heart is torn between two. It seams that there is someone I thought I loved greatly and one that I thought I had false love for. In reality, it seams now that niether of these thoughts were truely true. However, now I find when I hear a romance song on the radio my mind can not dedicate it and fights over to whom the song goes too. This causes me to worry cause its like tug-o-war...except with my mind and thoughts. Of course, though I do believe that people can love multiple people, I dont believe that someone should be with multiple people (except with the case that they are 1. not dating and just fooling around 2. not in the same general area as thier lover as to keep one from loving is cruel). But now I do not know what to do, the one that was thought to be loved probably wont be seeing me anytime soon but the one who was thought to be falsely loved I cannot date without him accepting what he is and, more importantly, that it shouldnt matter what other people think of it. Asking him to date would be going against my words (something I wont do again) but asking him to free himself of closeting would be to much, something I would never do...Im so confused, I cant stop thinking...no, Ive said to much, DAMN YOU TEENAGE NONUNDERSTANDING, DAMN YOU ><...