hey hey, look, Im happy for once, I got to talk to him last night. It made me happy, he IMed me and stuff, told me that his computer broke and thats why he hadnt talked to me. . .I dont really care if its true or not, maybe he didnt talk to me cause he tried to get over me and it didnt work (which is what I did to him), maybe not, maybe his computer really did break, Ive had that problem before, whatever it is, Im trying to keep it optomistic, the last time I went pessimistic in a relationship...actually I should say ever time Ive been pessimistic in a relationship things get worse and I get horrible depressed so why not be optomistic, happy, and slightly delusional, it isnt hurting anyone...well, eventually Ill probably get hurt but no point in thinking to the future if Im going to cause myself to not have one. Im still excited about my friend coming over though, you know, if he just would XP. I mean, its not like Ill forget him or something, he is a friend (and hopefully some benefits will come to play << >> XD ) but its just that for once, something I wanted actually happened, and thats rare to me (well, not really, as I said Im selfish and so I usually can get what I want but it usually ends bad however this cant, talking cannot end bad. . .if any of you tell me how it can I will gut you -_- ))Well thats all for today, yep, thats fine