Erm, you ever notice how life hands you a glittering diamond covered bag only to find that inside is a pile of shit...I was just wondering, cause thats how life always is to me. Um yeah, I was fixing my computer and I thought I had the problem figured out, namely windows and its ability to hack into your computer and screw you over royally, and so I was like, well hey, Ill use a different cd code, but guess what, my computers memory has gotten so low, that windows cant fully start up, even with almost everything shut off so that nothing can use resources. So Ill try to reformat my system. . .for about the 5th time, which cant be good for it, but thats ok, it might only break...I think, eventually, Ill just start to do a anti-wondows campaign, because windows is one of the ultimate evils. Yes, and so, its hard for me to access my porn, I mean, I cant do it on my mothers computer, that is disgusting, and so Im limited and going out of my mind!!! Yes, plus, no tv to dull my mind so my intellect is comming back, bothering me, driving me INSANE. Oh god, the pain. Oh, and, no one to play video games with, and of course, this wouldnt be a problem if I hadnt already beaten all of my games at least twice. Ok, Im fine, yes, wait, no, no Im not, Im getting fat, Im sure of it, summer is driving me to eat, I dont like it, not one bit, someone please come and get me before I eat myself to death. . .ok, yes, calmnessisity, sure, and um, I need sex, just giving head would please me, I think Im addicted, its possible you know, I found an article on it once =^.^= but you know, I wouldnt mind going past head, I think Ill be alone forevar because virginity scares some people and others are scared of things past head, ::sigh::, destined to be a virgin forever, which is really bad, being that, you know, its one of my main connections with that one ex of mine, being that I promised it to him, it would be strange that it some how cursed me forever and the only one that could take it was his, being that by promise he technically ownes it, yes, it would be scary. . .mew? Also, I discovered I might be an insomiac, well, not really an insomiac, but more of a night person, I do things better at night. . .erm, I need sex ;_: