hey look, its me!!!! but enough about me, lets talk about...me? Ok, so the reasons why I havent updated in a long @$$ time was mainly because of the AP test, it "started" three weeks before it actually started. So, I was working my @$$ off, and working and working and working, this week, I was just all like, dude, no more work, dont want to do anything. So I didnt want to update. Yeah, so thats that.

Next issue, me. Ok, so like, Im all like dating and its all fun and stuff but I then realized...my b/f is one of the straightest people I know...hmmmm, thats something to get scared about. He pulls it off very well, I sometimes question how truthful the bi thing is, but he love me and I love him so I cant say that he isnt. Hmmmm, that whole "IM NOT A FAG!!!!" and the "Oh, homosexuality, wouldnt want to see that" kinda didnt help with that questioning. But still, I cant help but love him ^_^ . The only regret I have is the people that get involve, such as sluts that get too close (stupid 9th graders) to the people that tell him how "wrong" it is, to those who make it seam so unnatural and disgusting-_-.

Lets see, lets see, what else shall I write about. How about the stupidity of people. Yes, you see two of my friends, including a "special friend" were wearing make-up today. If it wasnt for the fact that they were male, no one would have cared. But oh no, lets all make a big fucking deal because two guys are in make-up. If I was overdramatic evertime I saw a girl with make-up, then I would be dead from stress. I mean, to make jokes and poke fun, dont be the assholes that you fucking are. Errrr, sometimes people annoy me. "Oh, isnt that goth" shut up, no, its theatrics you stupid fuck, and no, he doesnt look dead, how many dead people do you know, for one, that wear fricken eye-shadow, thats not death, being pale is death, thats basically all there is too it, pale and cold, like being frozen. Lips turn a light purplish-blue, damn it, not fucking black, black is not death so go fuck your fucking holes...ok, Im done ranting, so basically, people, grow the fuck up.

. . .Yeah, Im done