you know, some people can be real assholes. I told a kid on my bus (a kid who is overly gay and that many hate) that I broke up with my boyfriend, and he laughed at me!!! I felt so depressed afterwards. This only added on to the worst week of my life...Ive had several worst days of my life but never a whole week dedicated to my torment.

The first day I got an overwheming amount of homework, which was folowed by someone informing me that I only had a week to sign up for NHS (Nation Honor Society) and had to get 30 hours of comunity service by the next week. this was horrible hard to do...The next day, tuesday, I have an overwhelming feeling that something terrible is going to happen with my already terrible relationship. I was horrible sad the whole day. Then, that night, I had great reason to be sad as I found out that my b/f only saw our relationship as a highschool one and that we hadnt much chance to get back together. The next day, two tests in one, an fcat practice test and then a math test which lower my confidence in my math skills (and most other math based people as well). Then, I came home to be lectured for about two hours which only added to my sad feelings as my b/f had dumbed me. The next day was guitar club...unfortunately, the perosn why was suppose to fix my guitar had felt sick the day before and hadnt come. Today, I went to school to find he hadnt comeback still (which made me worry) and I had to go through the whole day until that asshole made fun of me being dumbed. I then came home to my mom yelling at me and then had to do work and get yelled at some more. I mean, she screamed at me cause she cant have a normal conversation with me and blames me but she is the one who yells at me all the time. Not to mention I cant help but feeling extremely suicidal to the point of being afraid of holding a knife and slicing myself. I want to cry myself to sleep...