my summer has been pretty boring so far except a few dates...other than these, Ive been playing video games and watching tv and looking at porn and sleeping in...sounds exciting I know.

First, my other computer is messed up again so it will be harder to update, I think its because Bill Gates' conspiracy to get people to buy Windows XP but thats just me.

I got to go to ozzfest, it was fun. The only problem was I was really lonely and stuff. None of my friends could go, so I was alone with my dad who didnt know anything and is a dad not a friend. Also, a drunk guy stepped on me several times and I didnt like him. Later, another drunk guy kept pointing at women and then whistling and pointing at me, I felt very harassed, especially when he touched me to make me aware of his callings. I did, however, get to see System of a Down and in that short hour and a half, all my problems went away and I was having fun.

Yesterday, my boyfriend came to visit me and we walked on the beach and he smoked his weed but I didnt, hate that drug, odd I am but thats ok. Then we had clothed sex on a life gaurd stand, so close, so close, and then he started to slip off my pants but then thought second about it, and put them back on. In a way, I was sorta relieved because he didnt bring a condom or lube which would have made it more painful than it had to be. So, I came back home and smelled like weed, so I put some collogne on, but that didnt help and the next day when I would have showered I couldnt cause I had no clean shorts and my parents wont let me wear pants in this heat, so I walked around half of today smelling like weed.

Well, thats all of my update so far. This is all I have for you, since Im crap and have no life...

P.S. I was thinking about having that party thing with the old movies like RHPS and Nightmare Before Christmas and stuff, but I dont know when I should have it, and if I do have it, you peoples will have to pay for your own supplies cause my family and I are broke as hell.