Gone

I saw you that day,

and I instantly fell for you,

hoping you were like me.

You walked over to me,

and we shock hands,

and I felt an instant attraction to you.

You told us all that you worked at a bar,

for people like me,

and my body swam with ecstasy.

Now I could only think of talking to you,

hearing your very voice,

but the class was to end.

I felt I needed to talk to you,

so we traded numbers,

and I tipped you off that we were like each other.

We talked on the phone,

but you decided we needed more, needed to meet,

and I felt the same, to afraid to say it.

We met, you smile,

instantly, like putty, my heart melted,

Once again I felt it, what I knew was love.

But I had to leave for my parents said,

but they could not meet you,

I was younger, you were older.

We decided to meet again, but this time for longer,

and for the first time we cuddled,

and I felt true bliss, unable to think.

But I had to go, it was to late,

I did not know,

I didnt know it would be our last meet,

And I was too foolish to think otherwise.

We talked together many times after,

I was in glee that I could hear you, each time,

and even when we didnt talk I was glad to just be with you.

We couldnt ever make a way to see each other,

my parents were just to suspicous,

just to suspicious...

But I was willing, willing to risk it all,

my secret told, keeping you out of trouble by letting you go,

If I could just see you again.

But you and I never could arrange a schedule,

and as soon as the chance might come,

something tore us apart.

And now, now you get the news,

or maybe you dicided it on your own,

maybe it was my fault you decided to leave me alone.

And now I sit and salk,

thinking of how I miss you smile, your eyes, your you,

and knowing how I would never see it again.

And now my heart is drained,

in its delicae putty state, got to close to the drain,

and now it is but a hole.

It started with us meeting,

then there was that "kiss",

but its ending now with out our meeting,

without that bliss.

And all I can think of now is that your gone.